I'm a mama

The best and challenging thing in this world for me has been being a mom. I am no super mom but I promise to never let her light go dim, to love her unconditionally, give her all she needs. My wish for her is that she dreams big and concours all. 

She is growing to fast...

Welcome back to society

 Well last year was a really long and difficult year. I have realized I have some really great family and friends and now need to embrace that more. So I am going to get out of my anti-social slump. I have nothing to be scared of I know if I just be who I am I will enjoy this year. Thank you to my friends and family that love me and stick with me. Go 2014 YaY!!!

Summer Time 2012

 Fun time with Natalie (OUR 9 MONTH OLD!!!)

ASU

So Nic has decided to move us to San Tan, AZ. We went to go look around today and I love it there!! Since Nic will be attending ASU in the fall thought it would be a good idea to move closer lol but I'm sad to leave all our friends, I sure am going to miss it here, I'm lucky it's only a couple hours away. Natalie started crawling a couple weeks ago she gets everywhere and in to everything it's hard to keep up sometimes I feel like a can't take my eyes off of her for a second! But it's super cute. And we have this little toy for her to help her walk and she has been doing very well with it. It looks like I will be chasing her a lot more soon. Where did the time go?

Happy Easter

It's Natalie's first Easter! She loved her Easter basket and her bubbles. Natalie was officially 8 months old on the 6th. I can't believe it I have a 8 month old and she is a lot more mobile now and so much more fun especially when she is copying everybody, these are the times Nic and I really need to watch what we say and do. Nic is trying to get Natalie to really crawl before he goes to field training which hopefully we will be hearing about that pretty soon. We have been so blessed this year and Nic has worked so hard for Natalie and I and the lord has definitely looked out for us.

6 Months Old

She sits up and play in her tub now.

She Loves baths so much she gets wrinkled feet.

From day one she has been a Daddy's girl.

Being a DADDY'S GIRL!!

Me at 6 Months.

Wow its true Natalie is 6 months old!! That means 6 more months and she will be a year old and if these 6 months went by that fast I am just going to cherish every second with her. Oh and she is getting shots today I don't like these days. Life with Natalie is the best life i could ever want. Nic and I had a pretty good life before her but now life with her seems sooo much more precious. I am so surprised how well Nic and I have adjusted to having her around. We adore her. I don't want my Little Girl to grow up but I do want to see her grow up. I am very confused. Ha say this as if I have a choice:) So we found a picture of myself a 6 months its crazy how much she doesn't look like me she is definitely her daddy's girl.   

I Love My Little Family

Nic passed his officer test!!! One step up for him to get on his way to his dream of being a Fighter Pilot. I'm so proud of him. Natalie is so much fun she growing so fast. She is playing with her toys and she loves Peek a Boo. I love my Lil Family! Since I started my diet I have lost 2 pounds doesn't seem like a lot but I'm trying to keep my head up. I started a goal at the beginning of this month to read the Book of  Mormon from beginning to end I just finish First Nephi. I'm proud of my self!! I also want to start learning Spanish. I have my hands full but I know I can do it!

5 months old

I cant believe how fast she is growing. She is getting her own silly personality!! We have so much fun with her. She brings us so much closer together. Daddy even puts away his school work for her, She is such a Daddy's Girl. OMGOSH!! as I'm trying to post this she is on her knees and hands trying to crawl!!! I'll be posting that one soon too. lol

That Girl

I wanna be that girl again!! that girl that always had a smile on her face and could get anyone to smile with her, that girl that laughed about anything even at the dumbest jokes, the girl that was confident, giggly, friendly, the girl that never got offended at anything anybody said or did, the girl that could love anybody and got love back. To much bad crap has happen threw out my life I lost that girl. I deserve to be that happy girl again I have a wonderful husband a beautiful little girl, family and friends that loves me. I should be joyful but cant seem to find my joy. So for those tragic losses and events in my life that have mad me stronger but angry I thank you for making me stronger but I give you back the anger.  Life can only get better from here. I am a daughter of god!

Christmas 2011

 We had such a great Christmas!!! Natalie had so much fun opening her gifts and we had fun making cookies and listening to Christmas music.